In everything I’ve been dependent to my parents, financially and spiritually. It’s hard for me because all I wanted for all of my life is to be independent. Maybe in some ways I can be classified as an independent but I think I’m still young to be one of it. I’m not yet physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally and socially independent. But still I’m hoping that someday I can see myself changing and improving, from a dependent young girl into an independent young woman…
Well as a person, I myself can say that I’m dreaming impossible and unreachable things. But for me it will be possible, because I will do my best to accomplish it. Just like studying in U.P. Diliman. Yeah, right! Studying there is one of my biggest dreams in life. Maybe it sounds funny but I am serious. And maybe if someone would hear me talking about this they would laugh at me for having such a big dream, but I don’t care what would they say. It is my dream not theirs and there is nothing to worry about it because nothing will lose if I try. And for your information, my main reason why I’m dreaming to study in such a great school is not only for me to benefit but also for my family. All my hard works are lend to them because they are the one giving me strength to continue fighting in this world. They give me strength and hope when they see weakness around me. That’s why this time is the right time to pay back all those things. And this dream of mine is I think one best way to pay them back for all those cares and loves they gave me. I also want to prove to them, that I’m different with my older sister and older brother. I’ll show to them that even at a young age I can make and choose a right decision, which is good for all of us. And when I am with them I can make sure that I am safe and comfortable. And as time goes by, I learned to realize that time is running so fast that I can’t even noticed it and so I should make out the best of me to spend it with them…
As days past, I had asked myself why would I have to face challenges, problems, troubles, struggles and hard consequences when all I want is to have a perfect life? But then, as time goes by I learned that life is not perfect if we don’t face any challenges and problems. For all we know that from all these things we learned how to face today, tomorrow and the future. And from all those things we learned to face the real truth that all of these things are happening not just because it happens but also because for a purpose. Its purpose is for us to realize that there is no such thing as a perfect life but only life sprinkled with perfect moments. And from our mistakes we learned to face the reality of this world………
Well maybe all these things are just dreams but still I believe that it would come true someday. All of these dreams are forever cherished and treasured in my heart, body and soul. And I am sure that even these won’t come true but will still be forever in my heart and won’t ever fade until the last breath I take. And I’m sure that all these dreams will bring joy, excitement and enjoyment to my life and will leave memorable moments in my heart as I try to accomplish all of these…………….
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